ardychoke

11-9-06

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 13:43:46 GMT

IM IN CLASSS!

world history honors. im supposed to be doing work
'

and i havent updated livejournal in forver!!!!

hahahah!
this is cool.

ok laterz

;]

Fri, 09 Jun 2006 04:26:42 GMT

hmm i havent done too much lately.

i went bowling the other nite

it was cool

i suck

but. lol. w.e

ummmm

i went to dirks today :]

i have to work tomorrow.

i rele dont want to.

anyyways i hope it goes by fast and mayb ill do something tomorrow nite.

mayb movies with dirk to see the omen if hes not busy. ill ask him later.

O0O!!!!! NEW CDS! WOOT! AHH THAT MAKES ME RIDICULOUSLY HAPPY!

lol im so stoked to hear them.

anyways

im warm and cuddly and crazy happy.

nite!

Sun, 04 Jun 2006 19:19:43 GMT

mmmm...

im happy. :]

mhm

later!

Thu, 25 May 2006 21:08:30 GMT

so what is up?!

ok heres christina!

"who the fuck is christina?!"

she says "hi"

"hello christina"

oh!

new bf!

yay

=]

ok thats it! =]

later hater!
tqm
♥

no title entered

Sun, 30 Apr 2006 21:19:55 GMT

bored, depressed, not feeling good.

yea...

life is not too well today.

wish it could be better

plz get better life

ugh.

tqm
later
♥

lalala...ice age?? ::click::

Mon, 10 Apr 2006 05:53:32 GMT

so yea hola! third time updating! woot! im happy!! ole! so yea i like how like now when you type your entries it has this like auto save thing. because like before it didnt have that. and boy did that like rele suck. so yea lets see...i did nothing today. and this is gonna be a like super short entry. so hmmm i had like mood swings today like crazy! its like hyper-happy and then like emo-depression. but yea that was kinda the diff moods of the day. anyways so for right now ive kinda been talking to miguel - rele cool kid- and whore-hey. and i changed the journals name ..now its called mi vida..cuz that means my life. in spanish! oh yeah! i know totally cool right? ok well yea im done here! hopefully tomorrow will be like just a strict happy day!

alritey well

tqm
ciao!
♥

ok a little bit better

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 22:32:15 GMT

ok so im felling a little bit better from this morning. so like my mom came home from the pool. and shes like so are you ready to get your hair cut and project stuff? and i sed no?. and shes like then get ready! so off i went i didnt take a shower since like i was getting my hair washed anyway. so yea lol i know ew. but w.e so then i brushed my hair put on clothes [brown tank, short skirt lol, and flip flops as always] and then headed over to hair cuttery. well coinsidently i see paula's dad and i was like hey! and hes like hi! paula's inside. so i ran to the door and saw paula and jumped on her and hugged her. that was fun. i love paula. well yea so then the lady washed my hair. and omg! it felt so good! and the stuff they use smells awesome! i love it! but yea so then i got a hair trim. its not even noticable. but w.e its just a matter of being able to brush it. so yea that was done well yea sed bye to paula. and then me and my mom got subway for lunch. i hahd a chicken and bacon ranch. mmmm yum. thats was tastey! after that we went to rag shop which was basically a waste since like the stuff i needed for my project wasnt there. and in that case we had to go to michaels. so got the stuff i needed and yea. but i needed a shoe box. so then me and mommie went to playless! woot! yes i like playless they have great flip flops there. but yea so my mom got these cute like heel thingies. and i got these great flip flops! woot i love them so much! theyre like my brown ones with the shells but theyre white instead of brown and the shells are like another color. abd i also got a new purse from there. its like those tote ones. its brown and shiny. i love it! so after we got the sutff we walked over to starbucks since its right there. and i got a strawberries & creme frap. and mom got a white mocha latte. so now im home. i wanna do something tonite! but i unno what. julian i think is mayb a lil upset with me. so i probably wont see him. i want too tho. i dont like it when hes not happy with me. so oh well. i mighth sleep over paula's. i have to call her tho. but mayb kelly will call me! cuz then i can do something with her and the other girls. so yea i think im gonna watch broke back mountain now so ttyl!

♥!
tqm

if i was your heart, would you let me beat?

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 08:35:30 GMT

Hey guys whats up?...well i know its still been a long ass time since i updated..but w.e i guess...i have a confession.....im a fucking emo. well glad that you know that now...lets see what i did today..hmmm...well i woke up at like 11ish..by jorge. then i woke my mom up at like 12...and catered to her. then i took a shower..got dressed..caught up with jorge...went to dolphin mall and huing out with him michelle, justine, willie, robert, christina, genevive.i had fun theyre cool people...i enjoyed my time spent with these "Roxy" ppl. so yea then after that we went to jorge's mom's friends house for a party!...dancing dancing dancing!!!!...i am a good ass fucking dancer..so are jorge and michelle .. then we had alil bit of hypnotiq..[hip-no-tic] yea so after beign alil tipsy we came back too jorge's where i am now "spending the night" yea...so..um..i miss you livejournal!...even though no one will read this piece of shit journal...::tear:: im such a fucking emo...i should never be up at 3 30 in the morning i just kind aget somewhat depressed...kinda...well yea ok well im off to do w.e i have left to do..

ok laterz!!!

~T.Q.M~
ChOw 4 NoW!!

hehehehehe....

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 02:26:07 GMT

ok welll...lets see...new news...me n Julian broke up...yes sad i know..well anyways ...um anything else ...yea...ok um me n christina are in "THE WIZ" and we have alot of cool junior friends ..oh yea! everyonme thinks me n her are sophmores ..they re like "what year are you?" and were like "freshman" and then theyre like "o-m-g i thought you were sophmore ..you could pass as sophmore"..so yea we mentally now believe were cool ass freshmen...hell yea..so um anything else ...oh HURRICANE WILMA is on its way...BUT im going to HHN with Jaquelyn, her novio, David, and her sis JEN..and her parents. sooooo..we re going to have fun ..YAY!.....ok .. well here are some depression/emo quotes:
-Now all thats left of me is what i pretend to be...so together but so broken up inside.
-I don’t understand. When did it hit you, that we shouldn’t be together? Was it a lie, sympathy or truth?
-why is it so easy for you to move on…and me…it just isn’t. why can’t It be “I lost her” instead of “I lost him”?
-i hate him...and he doesnt even believe me..
-Sometimes I just wish he had the broken heart. I wish he’d just tell me…everything. Is it even possible the someday we’d be back together, or am I too HURT?
-I could’ve broke his heart, but I didn’t.

ok now lets post a very deressing poem..:..[i stole this from julian's journal]

Thinking Back

No chik is worth your tears. The only one that is, is the one making you cry. The hardest thing to do is look into the eyes of the one you love and know that you can't have them.
I wrote your name in the sand, the waves came and washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart and forever it will stay. Missing you isn't the hardest part; knowing that I once had you breaks my heart.
Why is the only one that can stop you from crying, is the one making you cry? When I saw you, I was afraid to meet you. I was afraid to hug you. Now that I love you, I'm afraid to lose you.
A million words wouldn't bring you back, I know because I've tried. Neither would a million tears, I know because I've cried.
I always knew that looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew that looking back on the laughs would make me cry.
It's hard to tell your mind to quit loving someone when your heart still does. You know you're in love when the hardest thing to do is say good-bye.
I love you for you; not for who you are but for why I am with you. Love is not a matter of counting the years, but making each year count. If I know what love is, it's because of you.
I love you not because you're perfect, but because you're perfect for me. Couples that love each other tell each other a 1,000 words without talking.
To love someone is nothing, to be loved by someone is something, to be loved by the one you love is everything. When you're in love, life shouldn't be measured by the moments of breath, but by the breath taking moments.
I was finally over you believing we were through; I even had crushes on others than you.I was walking with my head held high thinking I wasn't going to fall, but then you had to smile at me and that just ruined it all.
Everytime I fall, I fall for someone new, but I always seem to find myself back in love with you. You never stop loving someone, you just learn how to live without them.
LIke the wind, you can't see it, but you can feel it, and you know it's there. Time may take us apart that's true, but I will always be there for you. You'll be in my heart and in my dreams no matter how many miles you are.
I promise that I won't forget the day we kissed or the day we met. The sky may fall and the stars will too, but I will always love you.

~~~!!!!!! I STOLE THIS ^ FROM JULIAN'S JOURNAL!!!!~~~~~~

ok yea i think im done but plz believe me im not ddepressed im actually quite happy..im just being EMO right now...so yea...ok well ttyl. ILOVE YOU AND MISS YOU ISHMAEL....i need a new name for you now...um anybody got some ideas???...[once again this REQUIRES you to LEAVE A COMMENT]

ok well bye!

~T.Q.M~
ChOw 4 Now!!

IM back....!!!!

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 20:28:48 GMT

ok well hi things have been rele cool!!!!...ok well i started highskool and its so much better than middle skool.but yea oh man heres my schedule:
Health/Life Management block 1
Integrated Science Honors block 2
Semantics-Logic [fancy name for english] block 3
Spanish I block 4
but yea i have B lunch which is the better lunch!! but yea ne ways i like it . so lets see whats new for me im 14 now!! and my boobies are growing yeayuh! um lets see what else....ive been dating my beloved for 6 months as of yesterday!! thats cool i guess ....um so how are you guys? hows skool? [notice this requires to leave a comment] so um yea well thats pretty much it ...everyone now has a myspace so thats the new "IN" thing. but im staying true to my first LIVEJOURNAL altho i do have a myspace. but thats not important. so yea well ttyl.!!!!!!!!!!! yay!

IM BACK BITCHES!

~T.Q.M~
ChOw 4 Now!!

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 04:34:26 GMT

ok well i know i havent updated in a long time but yea...heres this survey i took the i stol from Dre's journal...so uh enjoy...

About You. .

§ Your full name: Arcadia Michelle Betancourt [start time 10:06 pm]

§ Age: 14

§ Height: 5’3..and growing!

§ Natural hair color: DiRtY Blonde..of course!..lol

§ Eye color: green/hazel

§ Number of siblings:none…im a loner..::sniff::

§ Glasses/contacts: contacts however, I do own glasses

§ Piercing: technically 4 but those closed so two..however I do want to get my belly button pierced and re-do my other 2 holes

§ Tattoos: no..but eventually ill get one

§ Braces: [no] so far so good

quiz/survey

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 04:32:55 GMT

CONTINUE...

Favorite. .

§ Color: green it goes best with me!..however I don’t like those ugly greens..

§ Band: um..good charolette, linkin park, simple plan, bolwing for soup, and yellow card

§ Song: hmm….::ponders::…don’t have one

§ Stuffed animal: my tigger!! Ive had it since I was ….1 or 2..but yea..mine!

§ Video game: hm…Grand Theft Auto is pretty hot. But even tho I don’t have the game …Need for Speed ..im good at racing games

§ TV show: CSI:Las Vegas beyotch!!!!!

§ Movie: can’t narrow it down…if you gave me subjects then mayb but ..not one particular movie

§ Book: hmm…Speak was a rele good book..i guess ill go with that

§ Food: yummie…food..um …cheese burgers,fruit EXCEPT tomatoes YUCK!..lol.. and um cheetos!

§ Game on a cell phone: Sky Diver

§ CD cover: Simple Plan: No Helmets, No pads, Just Balls

§ Flower: Tulips?

§ Scent: food: steak, italian

§ Animal: Albino squirrels..lol..i don’t know

§ Fruit: mostly everything ..actually pineapples..but I absolutely dislike tomatoes!..eww

§ Comic book: I don’t read comic books ..but one time I made one for a project and it was about this extremely cool elephant…it was …AWESOME!

§ Cereal:Frosted Flakes…oh hell yea!

§ Website: Livejournal..of course..lol actually nah I don’t know

§ Cartoon: cartoon?…um…geeze..uh…Felix the Cat/Pink Panther

Do You. .

§ Play an. instrument?:well you see I own a guitar..however I don’t necessarily play it..he he

§ Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: lets see…probably not..

§ Like to sing?: yes..i do..but ..by myself..and im quite good

§ Have a job?: not yet..well a night job …does that count..lol..no j/k!

§ Have a cell phone?: who doesn’t now a days

§ Like to play sports?: some

§ Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: many..no j/k..just one

§ Have a crush on someone?: my boyfriend…does that count

§ Lived somewhere NOT in the united states?: my own little world

§ Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: uh….is it even necessary to have more than that ..i mean rele..lol..i have 4 soon to be 3

§ Have / any special talents/skills?: Acting?..and uh flirting

§ Exercise daily?: no however I should..but id like to thank my metabolism for not making me

§ Like school?: eh..occasionally..but mostly for friends..since I am an only child

quiz/survey

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 04:31:05 GMT

Can You. .

§ Sing the alphabet backwards: yes I can!…”Z,Y,X,W,V,U,T,S,R,Q,P,O,,N,M,L,K,J,I,H,G,F,E,D,C,B,A!!” aha!

§ Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes: yea..i was a ballerina!..lol..but it hurts

§ Speak any other languages: …::sniff:: not rele I know some Spanish but ill b taking it this year

§ Go a day without food: psh…no…im diabetic..you want me to die???!!!

§ Stay up for more than 24 hours: possibly

§ Read music, not just tabs: yea..a lil

§ Roll your tongue: si!

§ Eat a whole pizza: a itty bitty one

Have you ever. .

§ Snuck out of the house: lol…ah …yes

§ Cried to get out of trouble: ALL THE TIME!!..lol..cmon who doesn’t do that

§ Gotten lost in your city: um…nah I don’t think so

§ Seen a shooting star: yep sure have..and I wished on it too!

§ Been to any other countries besides the united states: nope..i seem to only travel within it or wait I have been to the Bahamas..does that count?

§ Had a serious surgery: I was supposed to get my tonsils taken out when I was little but that never happened

§ Stolen something important to someone else: why the hell would I do that…im such a sweet innocent little grl

§ Solved a rubiks cube: ok im smart but not genius

§ Gone out in public in your pajamas: yesssss….why is that strange?..

§ Cried over a girl: um..yea..when I was younger cuz I thought she was being stolen by another friend [she was my best friend ..i couldn’t let her go]

§ Cried over a boy: oh yea…

§ Kissed a random stranger: hahahaha!!!!!…sounds fun..”why hello stranger ::muah!!!!!::” ..::runs away::

§ Hugged a random stranger: that too sounds fun…”why hello stranger..::sqeeze::” …::runs away::

§ Been in a fist fight: no..every one loves me!..lol..so conceited..no I was about to tho

§ Been arrested: for prostituting..lmao..no j/k..i haven’t been arrested

§ Done drugs: eventually. NO NEVER ! ill never do drugs..but notice I don’t promise

§ Had alcohol: um…yes..::runs away::

§ Laughed and had milk come out your nose: hahahaha!!!yea and it was chocolate milk..oh boy..it hurts tho

§ Pushed all the buttons on an elevator: I was going to ..but I had to pee.

§ Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of holiday/snow day ect: no of course not.but sometimes when there is no skool I wake up thinking there is only to remember theres not..same with weekends

§ Swore at your parents: not because I was mad or anything..well yea once but..it wasn’t the big bad words..just the little ones.

§ Been to warped tour: no but someday I will

§ Kicked a guy where it hurts: yea but I HATE doing that because I mean rele its not nice…its like cmon what if they just came back and twisted the shit out of your boob..it’d hurt like hell. So that’s why I don’t do it. Id only do it for defense mechanisms

§ Been in love: could be

§ Been close to love: very close

§ Been to a casino: yea but just to eat at the restaurant that was there

§ Ran over an animal and killed it: omg no!!! im an animal luver id never do that..i cant even see it

§ Broken a bone: no ::knocks on wood::..

§ Gotten stitches: no but I probably will one of theses days

§ Had a water balloon fight in winter: nope but im sssoooooo willing to do so!!

§ Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour: eww no I couldn’t do that…a glass of it is goo enuff for me

§ Made homemade muffins: no but ive made homemade cookies!!..oh and fudge!

§ Bitten someone: all the frickin time!!..lol

§ Been to Disneyland/ Disneyworld: yep..

§ More than 5 times: probably

§ Been to Niagara Falls: no..itd be cool tho

§ Burped in someone’s face: no but I have in their ear

§ Gotten the chicken pox: yep when I was 3!

quiz

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 04:18:04 GMT

Word association. .

§ Slippers: pink

§ Hat: mine

§ Hard: tee-he..hahaha!!! I want to say julian ..but im not going to so uh….pickle jar

§ Free: gifts?

§ Space: large area

§ Taste: me!

§ Good charlotte: green and black

§ Red: infiniti G35 coupe that my mom used to have

§ Deep: uh…water

§ Heart: love

§ Cord: cord phones

§ Cheese: yellow/Cheez-its

§ Rain: night

§ Work: labor

§ Pedal: flower

§ Head: um..head?

§ Bed: sleep

§ Fluff: cotton

§ Hardcore: making out

§ Race: car

§ Knife: jackie

§ Jump: pogo stick

CONTINUE

I. .

§ am: me

§ want: him

§ need: him

§ crave: him..or uh..yeaaa..nvm

§ love: him

§ hate: her, repetition,fish, bad breath

§ did: him

§ feel: me

§ miss: him

§ am annoyed by: repetition, bad breath

§ would rather: be 15

§ am tired of: my useless dog

§ will always: love him

Silly Stuff. .

§ What is your favorite genre of music?:punk I guess..actually I dunt rele have one

§ What time is it now?: 11:35pm

§ What day is it?: Wednesday

§ When was the last time you called someone?: like …uh…3 hrs ago

§ How much money do you have right now?: $10 bucks

§ Are you hungry?: not rele

§ Whatcha doin?:this….duh!

§ Do you like parades?: sure I don’t see why I shouldnt

§ Do you like the moon?: um…no reason not too ryte

§ What are you going to do when you’re done with this?: say bye to my baby and go to bed

§ Isn’t cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?: actually yes

§ If you could have any magical power what would it be?: to anywhere I want with whoever I choose

§ Have you ever had a picnic?: sure when I was little

§ Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?: no but I used my friends all the time

§ What about sock 'em boppers?: dude I wish, those were awesome

§ Are you wearing socks right now?: actually I just took them off

When was the last time you. .

§ Brushed your teeth: this morning

§ Went to the bathroom: like 30min ago..or mayb more who knows

§ Saw a movie in theaters: last Saturday…Herbie: fully loaded

§ Read a book: during skool ..we read HOOT..o0o joy

§ Had a snow day: never ..i live inflorida that doesn’t happen often here…sry

§ Had a party: may..its was supposed to be like aprom but eh ..it was ok

§ Had a slumber party: you see I sleep over their house not them over mine

§ Made fun of someone: geeze that could’ve been 5 min ago..i cant quite remember

§ Tripped in front of someone: wow that actually hasn’t happened to me in a while..hmm…

§ Went to the grocery store: I will be sometime this upcoming week

§ Got sick: I think im about to be ..the constant sneezing now im getting to the coughing stage..pitiful I kno

§ Cursed: not too long ago..i believe I sed the f- word..FUCK!…lol

quiz

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 04:14:53 GMT

Pick One. .

§ Fruit/vegetables: fruits hell yea

§ Black/white: um…I like both ..

§ Lights on/lights off: uh…I guess lights off with like the lights from outside kinda seeping in..just so you can see a lil bit but since most of the time eyes are shut then the chance of either of those ..lights on / lights off .. is pointless

§ TV/movie: movie..tee he..

§ Car/truck: car.. more speed

§ Body spray/lotion: spray..takes less time you spray it and you done

§ Cash/check: cash saves time

§ Pillows/blankets: well if im cold blankets…besides you ocan always fold the blanket into a pillow …so blankets

§ Headache/stomach ache: dude I freakin hate headaches..but stomach aches are worse so head ches cuz then you can have some drowsy medicine to help you sleep or make you fall alseep

§ Paint/charcoal: charcoal its easier to draw with

§ Chinese food/Mexican food: …..both

§ Summer/winter: summer..its my birthday!

§ Snow/rain: rain to sleep and snow to have fun

§ Fog/misty: um….fog?

§ Rock/rap:punk..however I just bought the cullision course CD with Jay-z and linkin park and its pretty hot

§ Meat/vegetarian: meat cant go a day without it

§ Boy/girl: boy..more fun..or more things to do ..lol…

§ Chocolate/vanilla: well when it comes to PMS chocolate all the way!!

§ Sprinkles/icing: um…icing?

§ Cake/pie: it says pick one …but I cant so both

§ French toast/French fries: oh man …um…fries

§ Strawberries/blueberries: Strawberries of course!!!!!

§ Ocean/Swimming pool: I like the swimming pool only cuz there’s no salt water ..but the beach/ocean is way more fun

§ Hugs/kisses: both of course!!..im such an affection luver

§ Cookies/muffins: cookies!

§ P33n/Bewbz: tee he..p33n..lmao!..i wish I had bigger bewbz tho

§ Wallet/pocket: um..purse

§ Window/door: …..door?

§ Emo/goth: emo…cuz for sure im not goth

§ Pink/purple: purple???…::smiles::

§ Cat/dog: kitties!..only cuz my dog has no point

§ Long sleeve/short sleeve: short sleeve

§ Pants/shorts: pants make my butt look better …so uh…pants..however!!!…shorts show off my legs..so uh ..both

§ Winter break/spring break: um….if spring break was longer than spring break but I like winter break..you get gifts!

§ Spring/autumn: Spring

§ Clouds/clear sky: clear sky

§ Moon/mars: uh…moon?

Friendship. .

§ How many friends do you have?: quite a lot!

§ What are their names?: well I wont put them out like that ..so moving on

§ Do you have a best friend?: yea..like 3 or 4

§ Have you ever liked one of your friends?: hahaha!!! Isn’t that kinda how you start before you go out with someone..you’re their friend first??…well that might just be me

§ Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?: guy friends..its actually pretty funny because I get along better with guys

§ Have you ever lost a friend?: yea..its sad..but I didn’t lose them by death. I don’t like it

§ Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?: yea…a couple times actaully

§ What’s an inside joke between you and a friend?: um…dude there is WAY too many..(kocher-kola, plaque is black, etc.)

§ What’s the nicest thing you’ve ever done for a friend?: um..i don’t know..but I have done something nice before I know it

§ What’s the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?: um…I don’t know…theres plenty of stuff in sure

§ Do you miss any of your old friends?: lol yea so much!

§ What friend have you known the longest?: my friend Meghan..ive known her since…2^nd or 3^rd grade

§ Do you regret anything you’ve done to a friend?: yeah

§ If so, what is it?: ….i rather not say

§ How often do you spend time with your friends?: I spend a lot of time with my friends since im an only child I tend to do that more than others

§ Do any of your friends drive?: yep

§ Has a friend of yours ever died?: no and if that happened “goodness, I’d be devastated”

§ What’s the dumbest thing you’ve done with a friend?: lmao!!!!!….ahhh…sry I cant say that

§ What do your friends think of you?: well um …I hope its good things but honestly I don’t know but most of them say im funny…and cute?

Love and all that crap. .

§ Have you ever been in love?: not to sure yet but mayb

§ If you have, with who?: not saying..

§ Are you single?: not currently and I hope not for a while

§ Are you in a relationship?: ….um …yes…I just answered that

§ If so, for how long?: its been about 4 months itll be 5 in like another week and a half

§ Do you believe there is someone for everyone?: most ppl

§ What is your idea of the best date?: one with me of course!..lol just kidding um…dinner…something the guy chooses, then a goodnite kiss and a second date

§ What was your first kiss like?: alrite …not very romantic ..after all it was on skool campus

§ Do you think love is a load of shit?: hell no!

§ What’s the best experience you’ve ever had with the opposite sex?: im gonna keep that to myself

§ If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?: ----

§ Have you ever been dumped?: yea

§ Have you ever dumped someone?: yep my last relationship

§ What’s the most sexual thing you’ve done with the opposite sex?: spanked them???…lmao j/k..i rather not say

This Damn quiz

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 04:10:30 GMT

Do you think you’re. .

§ Funny: somewhat yea

§ Pretty: most of the time

§ Sarcastic: hell yea

§ Lazy: on those lazy days yea

§ Hyper: all the time

§ Friendly: of course!!!! I luv having friends!!!!!!!!!

§ Evil: I can be

§ Smart: for the most part

§ Strong: ta ha! Okay..try again…im weak as hell

§ Ditzy: well im blonde so uh ..naturally its assumed

§ Talented: triple threat baby!

§ Dorky: oh hell yea

Associate these words with someone you know. .

§ High: Victor

§ Skip: Julian

§ Dance: Jorge

§ Lonely: Pat

§ Pen: Paula

§ Flower: Jackie

§ Window: window?…uh…my cat ..but I don’t know if that counts

§ Psycho: haha! me

§ Brain freeze: um..dammit um..grr.. I cant remember who it was ryte know!!! Dammit!! Oh well

§ Orange: Jose

§ Sassy: Chrissy-ta-lina

§ Jelly: um me ..that word to me seems like easy amusement and in that case itd be me

For or against. .

§ Suicide: against..

§ Love: for..

§ Drunk drivers: against..

§ Airplanes: for..

§ War: against..

§ Canada: for..

§ United States: for..

§ Rock music: for..

§ Gay marriage: for

§ School: eh.

§ Surveys: for..

§ Parents: eh.

§ Cars: for..

§ Killing: against..

§ Britney Spears: eh.

§ Coffee: for..

§ Pants: for..

Would you ever. .

§ Sky dive?: yeah.someone would have to do it for me.

§ § Play strip poker?: hell yea

§ Run away?: yeah

Curse at a teacher?: yeah

§ Not take a shower for a week?: gross! Hell no..

§ Ask someone out?: no im to shy plus im afraid of rejection

§ Lie to someone to make them think better of you?: nah to kiddish

§ Visit a foreign country for more than a month?: sure whynot?

§ Go scuba diving?: yeah

§ Write a book?: no I suk at writing..

§ Become a rockstar?: sure why not..

§ Have casual sex?: casual sex??..is that like with a friend?? Or is that like a “hey lets have sex” o so randomly?..so uh not sure

Last questions. .

§ What shampoo do you use?: Dove

§ When’s the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?: last weekend

§ What kind of computer do you have?: Dell 2400 Flat panel

§ What grade are you in now?: ill be in 9^th high skool

§ Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?: sure whynot sounds like fun

§ Or just make out?: oh for sure hell yea

§ How many posters do you have in your room?: two I guess

§ How many CD’s do you have? Uh…a …lot..

§ What time is it now?: 12:05am

Happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 04:39:46 GMT

H@[]DPy BiRtHdAy!!!!!

Julian!!!!!!!!!!!!

Have a great 17TH b-day!!!!!!best wishes for you on your b-day! i love you!!!!!!!!!!!

4 ever & always,

ArCadia

~T.Q.M~

ChOw 4 NoW!!

It's a []D-[]-[]V[]-[]D.....thing!

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 06:11:55 GMT

ok here are some questions i stole from Josa's journal (qbanconnection) i think..but um yea...i stole these from his journal...ok ..so um have fun answering them!!!:

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. How did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?

~T.Q.M~

ChOw 4 NoW!!

OOOOOOOOOOOHH HIJACK!!

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 04:12:07 GMT

Oh shyt son!! my homegirls journal has been stolen by me ha!!! The love of her life!! Rebecca!! Hahah so yea this is pretty cool i mean i get to write stuff so yea.. Oh ya i almost forgot.. Paula sucks.. horse wenis.. and jorge.. he sucks too .. horse balls!! Ohh ya and my baby julian... he needs some KY lube.. last thing arcadia.. shes cool and she likes to finger herself! and ME!!

PEACCCEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

get krunk rennaissance get krunk!! YEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

I'm Gonna Miss You!!!!

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 18:58:03 GMT

June 2, 2005, the last day of eighth grade at New Renaissance Middle Skool. it only hit me like 3 days after it happened.wow. i mean it was the last day of mniddle skool. one of the last times i got to see some of my friends. how horrible.wow. oh well. ill miss them all terribly.but yea moving on. heres how my day went: woke up yadayada did what normal ppl do in the morning.went to skool. walked into first hour got my yearbook signed by most of my first hour ppl. took some pics. then the bell rang class was dismissed sed bye to my teacher and left for second hour. arrived in second hour signed yearbooks...which is sometimes a hard thing to do because like sometimes i dont know what to write till after i wrote stuff and them im like oh fudge i shouldve wrote blah blah blah. but w.e so moving on...again. in second hour chester is all like come here
::grabs arcadia::...
::hugs::
::pretends to cry:: "im gonna miss you!!!!!" ...lol...
me: "im gonna miss you too!!!"
lol it was great. so then yea w.e i get my second hour teacher to sign my yearbook then i left andwent to third hour where i attempted to get certain ppl to sign but i didnt get all that i wanted.=[..oh well. so then we took more pictures and all that fun stuff. so afetr third hour we were supposed to go to our fourth hour but i decided since i wanted to be with my friends that i would stay in third hour for fourth hour. so then jackie and christina walked in and im like heyyyy and their like arcadia!!!!so then we hung out took some pics and what not. started signing each others yearbooks. i dont think any of us finished tho. so then w.e we had to go to fifth hour so i went to fifth hour. me n paula switched yearbooks to sign and so meanwhile our class was having a "talent show/contest thing" so i decided i'd go up there and do a lil stand up comedy. so i hit'em with the old famous "why did the chicken cross the road?" they totally were rooting for me. they loved it...sed it was priceless. and oh yes it was. but yea lol moving on so then me n paula finish siging year books and we start to read them ...little by little the tears started coming up. so then i look back at her and we just start crying and crying lol. it was so random at the time. so then yea manriquez signs the yearbook and we move on to sixth hourso then we go to sixth hour and we finsh siging eachothers yearbooks which by the way we still didnt finish...thats just how great of friends we are!! so much to write so litlle time. oh yea jackie christina and jorge decided to join our class along with other kiddies. so then we took some more pics. and blah blah blah. then class got out to go to lunch but the blonde-clique decided to skip lunch and walk around. then we saw David Quintero...still very goodlooking. got a deep voice tho. it still works for him. gorgeous guy. anyways so yea then skool got out. David (Jackies bf) & Micheal are at the front waiting for us.along with Ruth (Mrs. Massie). and so i get a fone call and iss julian. well he wasnt supposed to come to skool to see me but he just couldnt resist. so he surprised me!. hehehe. so then jackie david jorge julian micheal and chirstina & i went on our way to wendy's...paula couldnt go her parents are REEEAAAAAAALLLLLLL BITCHES. so w.e then i go with julian jackie david and micheal go w/ mrs. massie (ruth) and christina and jorge go with mrs. sursky (christina's mom). so then we get to wendy's eat JUlian leaves to go to the dentist. so then its just me jackie christina david micheal jorge. so then after we eat we go to the mall. jorge leaves. so then its me christina jackie david micheal. so then we walk around talk try to get christina to spend her money since her mom never gives her money. but w.e so then she went and bought a belgian chococlate shake. spilt it. we all luaghed with her of course. or i laughed with her. so that was a wastebut yea lol it was fun. so then me jackie david and julian hit the movies and saw monster-in-law. funny movies i liked it. so anyways yea after that we went to mcdonalds as usual. so yea then my mom dropped off jackie and david and me and her went home. and i think i tried to do this entry but my cpu was gay so this is actually me doing it over but yea. ok overall the day was quite fun. ill miss my friends and stuff..i loooooooooooooooovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you all. ttyl

~T.Q.M~
ChOw 4 NoW!!

God is calling you to come and DaNcE!!!......

Mon, 30 May 2005 05:07:21 GMT

THE BLACK AND WHITE AFFAIR

ok well yesterday may 28, 2005 was ^ that party. it went well i think. i had alot of fun. it was supposed to be our (Jackie, Paula, Christina, and I) prom kinda thing/ graduation thing/ party..about 10 ppl came not too many but good enuff i think. we had a italian based genre of food and the theme was balck and white. so you could only wear those two colors. but yea it was lots of fun....when i get the pics of the party ill show you...but yea it was cool....but yea moving on during the party david decideds to invite a friend or two...well these couple of friends or two decided to bring some of their friends or two...so w.e david calls jackie and is like

david: hey babe...um your gonna kill me

Jackie: why?

David: uh you know how i was bringing like two or four friends....well uh...theres four cars following us,...

Paula (interrupts): there better be one person per car.

Jackie: oh boy

(hangs up)

so then me jackie and paula go outside and are looking to our right. when one of us looks over(left) and sees this long line of cars one after the other ...dude it looked like a parade of cars..i am not kidding...so w.e david gets out talks to his friends, eventually they all leave (thank goodness) but we could have used the money if they stayed. so w.e that was pretty funny...and cool...but yea so after the party we all decided to go swimming in le Massie pool. it was fun ...however...it was "just a tad bit cold"...lol....ok leaving that part out......after eveyone left me and jackie did our teethbrushing etc. and went like strait to bed man we were knocked out....woo. so yea... that was pretty much it... it was alot of fun for me...my legs still hurt from dancing ...but its worth it. so yea thats how im ending this entry...stay tuned for pics later. nite sweet dreams ISHMAEL...xoxox love ya!

Special thanx: Mrs. Massie a.k.a Ruth, Mr. Massie a.k.a Steve, Jacquelyn & Jennifer Massie, Paula, Christina, David, Julian, Micheal, Jodene (cough), Jackies cousin Matt and fiance, Eric, Garett, and Jorge...and any one elses if i forgot....thank you all so much for coming i hope you had a great time!

~T.Q.M~

ChOw 4 NoW!!

Man i have the Munchies!

Thu, 26 May 2005 00:28:14 GMT

well hello everyone!!!! sorry for no updates lately ...ive been busy and a tad bit lazy. ok so lemme re-cap whats happened in the past week. Last week i went to NEW YORK. it was lots-a-fun. we went and saw many things. i met a new friend! ...lol...his name ANGEL...yes the campus moniter. lol....so yea if you read jorge's journal you'll find out about the trip im to lazy to write it all. um anyways.....i got my FCAT scores im alil disappointed tho......here they are

FCAT SSS READING: level 3 (5 is maximum)...WTH?!..i know
FCAT SSS MATHEMATICS: level 4 (5 is maximum)...did better last year
FCAT SCIENCE: 316 (500 max.)....i did rele bad on that
NRT READING: 99% (99% is max.)....hell yea!!
NRT MATHEMATICS: 98% (99% is max.)....oh yea!!
WRITING: 4 (6 is max.)...not to bad

so yea thats them (the scores)...in my next entry im gonna put pics from NEW YORK. so yea stay tuned!..

~T.Q.M~
ChOw 4 NoW!!

i DON'T copy & paste...im fully 100% ORIGINAL..

Mon, 16 May 2005 18:01:23 GMT

ok hi ...i realized that in my last entry i was a little mad and disturbed...well thats cause of the day i had...but anyways heres a little weekend update. firday i did nothing and stayed home..actually i think i was gonna do something but i didnt. so yea then on saturday my mom went out and i went to the movies. it was me julian pat and rebecca. we saw kicking and screaming. it was funny..i guess...truthfully i wouldnt rele know..hehehe..so yea what happened was that rebecca had called telling me she couldnt go but i was alreadi in the caar with julian and pat and we werent gonna just cancel so we asked if we could go pick her up ...even tho we didnt know if we cold make the movie. but neway. her mom wouldnt let her i guess ride in the car with julian..so yea then shes like well i can see a a later movie. so what did me juilan and pat do...we hung around for about and hour when it was only supposed to be about 30min...but oh well at least she came. so yea we ended up seeing a 9:50 movie ...our whole plan changed from what they had been...first its monster in law at 7:50 ...then it turns to monster in law at 9:55...and then finlly its kicking and screaming at 9:50. so yea then sunday i went to jorges house and finished up on our history project.grr that shit took forever ..i didnt go to sleep till like 2:45am...but yea so now im here in skool in the library again...i seem to come here alot now. PE is kinda boring. so w/e ill ttyl. i should get to see julian today. oh yea!!! IM LEAVING TO NEW YORK TOMORROW!!!!! its exciting yes i have to admit but i am kinda iffy on it i wont get to talk to anyone for like four days..except jorge ...man im gonna miss every one soooooo much...lol..and is only four days but hey im just a very loving caring friend!!..lol..ok now bye bye!

~T.Q.M
ChOw 4 NoW!!

I HATE RENAISSANCE MIDDLE! ........OFFICIALLY

Sat, 14 May 2005 03:22:26 GMT

EVERYONE (except my friends) AT NEW RENAISSANCE THINK THEY ARE SOOOOOOOOOOO FREAKIN' HARD!!!...GRRR...IT PISSES ME OFF !!!

so yea why the anger you ask??...well lets see today was a nice wonderful day the day right after my show and everyhting was going great......then we had to perform for our skool (where everyone is ssoooo freakin immature too)...but im not mad at the kids cuz they sed smart ass comments during our show...(yea right)..but no i rele dont care about that..the first thing that pissed me off was that hoochie "i think im sooo sexy" 50y/o Ms. gonzalez (past time prostitute) walking on stage RIGHT DURING OUR LAST SONG to grab a microphone. that little hoe she could have either waited or told us (storytellers) that to give her the mic when we were done...but no she walks her hoochie self right on stage to grab the freaking mic...she couldve wiated!!...fucking hoe!...ok well um ...my other reason i was so pissed and angry was that me jorge and jodene were thiere by the staircase waiting for jackie and christina when some punk ass bitch "i think im so hard" renaissance kid decides "hmm...a white grl what the hell is she gonna do ?...nothing! so lemme poor some gatorade on her im sure she wont care"...whatdo ya know...suddenly something poors on my head...and hey it appears to be "fierce grape gatorade" ooo joy!..and what do i do??...certainly not yell the crap out of somebody because unfortunately for me i didnt see who it was. but i did scream and yell that everyone in the school is a fucking asshole and thinks theyre so hard..and then i started to cry..why??..not because i was embarrassed because i wasnt...more like i was pissed as hell!!!!..i seriuosly if i knew who the hell it was i wouldve sed something..VERY nice to them. so yea then i start to like cry not histerically or w/e just like tears and whiny voice..but yea and ppl were just like staring at me because im some crazy white girl who is screaming and is shedding tears. unbelievable. i was so fucking pissed...i just needed to be loved like majorly. but w/e that was my fudged up day...and omg man...its so ..like WTF?!!!..but w/e ppl think they can do all this shit because being white automatically makes you a whimpy little "aint gonna do shit" kinda person..but w/e let ppl think that ..because they may think "oh theyre so hard" ..but wait till they get to highskool all that shit is gonna cut because they try that with a sophmore/junior/senior they are gonna get their ass kicked and theyll never think they are "oh so hard" again...so w/e im not gonna worry about it cuz you know what screw them all..they can burm in hell i rele dont care. they have no sense. w/e

Quote: "its take more courage to walk away from the fight then to enter it"

nite love you sweet dreams ISHMAEL xoxox

(im ok now if your wondering)

~T.Q.M~

ChOw 4 NoW!!

"but i am le tired....".."ok then take a nap..ZEN FIRE ZE MISSLES!!"

Thu, 12 May 2005 17:56:03 GMT

WELL HI EVERYONE!!!! I AM VERY HAPPY AND EXCITED TODAY!... I AM HERE IN SKOOL....OH YES! I APOLIGIZE FOR THE LACK OF UPDATES no i havent been busy ...just alittle lazy. ok well lemme just tell you whats been going on lately ...well lets see if you read Pats journal then you probably wouldve noticed that Julian, Rebecca, Pat, my madre, and I went to see HOUSE OF WAX on last Saturday. the movie was WWAAAAAYYYY better than i expected it to be. ok um new things:....uh oh yes!!!! i just got this amazing new printer oh man it is ssoooooooooo HOT!!!...i am in love with it! wow its soooo nice oh man ...delicious....ok well um other things.....uh not much...well today has been such a good day so far. I WOKE UP HAD SOME RED BULL (yuck!!1 redbull is like the nastiest thing ive tasted in like a two month period) but anyway then jackie's mom picked up jorge and i because he stayed over for our project which is going great as a matter of fact. and i came to skool and then learned at little math then hung out listened to music in second hour. in third hour finished up HOOT and now im in fourth hour...next perio i get to miss tho!..we have rehersal for the play tonite!!!oh man im so xcited...a little bummed tho ..julian cant come he has work..::tear::.its ok tho rebecca is coming and mayb pat i unno about pat but hey if he comes then yay!...for those whowonder abot what the play is about its about this peasent girl who takes care of this rich boy who got hurt in a car crash but then his parents take him back so she goes on this jounrnwy to get him back and when she sees him she tells him she took care of him and then hes like oh how will i repay you...then they DO IT!! no seriously they do. and then she like oh daniel (boys name) and shes like why cant we be together and hes like im to be wedded to Andrea (whore that takes him away) and likje andrea and daniel have been promised to each other since they were kids and like so the peasent girl is all heartbroken and prays to the gods to heal her or make him realize that he needs her. but they dont help and so then she gets blessed and the gods turn her into a tree( which is thee gayest thing) but yea and so on then thats basicall the en and like now a peasent can marry a rich man or vice-a-versa...so yea thats what he plays about. its pretty cool. but yea so im excited for that i am alittle worried cuz im sick but hey ill be ok by showtime hopefully...OH AND TODAY IS A PRETTY DAY ..I FEEL EXTREMELY PRETTY i unnowhy and i kow its alittle conceited but i think im very pretty today....lol...so yea imn done ill probably update after the show or later tonite...well im back off to skool work my friends ..later!!

"doulbe-u-tee-eff mate" ::army salute::.....especially sed for rebecca!!

~T.Q.M~
ChOw 4 NoW!!